I shall learn to smile brightly again.
I shall learn to believe in myself again.
I shall learn how to control my inner demon, i mean my bipolar evil self o.o" and let myself enjoy these both sides of me... Being evil and nice (?).
I shall try my best, to not let my family and friends down...

To Joohwee, although she will not see this~

Sorry for saying those things harshly, but i'm the kind of girl who cannot control her emotions very well and would throw a tantrum when met with a situation. However, my character ( i found out through a quiz in a korean magazine ), that once i find someone who i truly respect or admire or i personally feel that i can clique well with, i will try my best to make friends with them. However, when my heart felt that we cannot be friends or it's impossible, i'll stubbornly stick to that thought. I easily eliminates friendships. Although, it might sound strange, to me and to you. But once i broke a friendship with someone, i felt that i learnt something or learn to be stronger in one way or another. This is also something i found out in that particular quiz. It said something like, I have and always will be waiting for my prince charming ( sorry that quiz was for how to handle situations ), no matter how many times my heart breaks, because I will treat each experiences, be it sweet or bitter, sour or just plain, as something very valuable. So yea, when you added me in facebook, i'm not even surprised or angry or whatever. I just felt.. "Oh it's joohwee... long time no see ^_^"... Yea.. I already gave up hope on this friendship since that day you became or acted out someone who i felt disgusted at. o.o" ( opps too harsh? >_<" ) So yea.. bye mad scientist joojoo~~



I shall spread my wings and soar to the sky. And not care where i would land... Because i believe in myself

Labels: Feelings, Friends, Letter